Yet another Christmas / Liz Stevens (mother)Read >>
Yet another Christmas / Liz Stevens (mother)
Hello my son,Yet another Christmas has gone,another christmas without you stealing the bacon off of my christmas turkey,yet another christmas without you eating all my prawns.Yes Jeffrey mummy got to eat all the prawns and all the bacon hahahah. I still remember one christmas at home where you would put the pearl harbour video on and we was made to watch every second and every minute of it.We would all start talking whilst the film was on and you would pause the film and say "WHAT DID THEY JUST SAY" and of course we didnt know cos we were all talking,so you would start the film from the beginning and make us watch it all over again.it must of took us about 8 hours to finaly get threw the film. Any way happy new year son love you every minute of every second of the day.xxxx
missing you / Jayne Roberts (sister)
The other day i was sorting out the cubourds and i came across a c.d i threw it in the bin cos it was all scratched you couldn`t play it cos it was that bad.It then dawned on me it might have been the one you burnt me,i found myself sifting threw the bin to get it back out.It broke my heart cos reality kicked in again that im not gonna see you again,not in this life time anyway.I cried my eyes out.God i hate how cruel life is.Nothing but pain and heart ache.i love you Jeff.i shall be visiting you tomorrow (christmas day)to wish you a merry christmas where ever you are.love always xxxxxxxxxx! I just wanted to say that sam is doing you proud and she couldn`t have chosen a better person in Dan to be there for bets and cam.I know that they are safe with Dan being there for them in your place.They look such happy children always smiling when i see them. Oh and not to mention Stacey is settling down and being a good girl so Mel should have a big pat on the back. love you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Close
hey/ Stacie Baldwin (his oldest )
hey daddy we xmas here again and it is hard coz u not here but come see me xmas day love ya lodz xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Close
christmas is fast approaching. / Jayne Roberts (sister)Read >>
christmas is fast approaching. / Jayne Roberts (sister)
Hmmm,Jeff christmas is fast approaching and ive been thinking of a memory that i have of you as a child on christmas day. We would all go to bed on christmas eve and we would all be so excited,putting our stockings at the end of our beds waiting for father christmas to take them away and fill them with gifts for us to open in the morning.It took us ages to go to sleep but when we finaly got to sleep it was`nt long before we woke up with the noise of Darran munching on his selection box.And father christmas was stupid enough to put a torch in our stockings so that helped us no end with seeing what else we had in our stockings. AN APPLE AND ORANGE,NUTS(WITH NO MEANS OF CRACKING THEM OPEN UNLESS WE USED OUR TEETH HAHAHA)A SELECTION BOX,COLOURING BOOKS AND PENS,SLIPPERS,SOCKS,CHOCOLATE MONEY,TORCH.There was a few other bits but it varied from year to year. The smell of our christmas turkey would be all round the house cos my mum and dad always cooked the turkey threw the night,it was such a large turkey it took all night to cook.HMMMMM i can smell that smell right now yum yum yum. We all would pile into mum and dads bed room and sit on there bed and say"look what father christmas got for me",Mum and dad would look so tired,heaven knows why . Anyway mum would go down staires at about 5 in the morning give or take an hour or so and would turn the gas fire on to heat the front room cos we did`nt have gas central heating back then.The tree lights would be switched on and then we wernt to go down staires till dad got out of bed.We then all went down staires and sat in a circle round mum cos dad would always sit and watch the smiles on our faces when we opened the presents under the tree.one year we all had a bike each (6 of them)it was a white christmas that year.Jeff you would sit there and open all your presents slowly so`s not to tear the paper open.We would all tear the paper so we would be passed our next present to open.Anyway in our older years when we all started to fly the nest you would go round to mum and dads and do the turkey for mum and dad you would say "taste this jayne,go on it`s really juicy",i can picture you calving a slice of turkey off the breast and passing it to me with turkey jucies all round ya chops where you had already be eating it, I miss you Jeff always a memory but never the flesh.My love for you my little kid bruva,it will never ever leave my heart my mind and my soul!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! loving you forever and kisses sent to you up above.xxxx
hey dad / Stacie Baldwin (his lil girl )
hey dad i miss u so much nothink can say i love u and wish u was here so i can see u and mum life is so hard with out u mum carnt get away from me for a weekend and i need a dad got to go prom shoppin soon i wish u could come it is like the only way i can talk to u is through a website and it is upsettin but thanks to antie jayne and can do that XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX i wish u was here i got so big now xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx come vists me but dont scare me xxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx i dont smoke no more XXXX Close
Your special day! / Jayne Roberts (sister)
Hey Jeff,Fire works night is fast approching. (your favourite time of the year)you would spend hundreds of pounds on fire works.hehehe Anyway we will be going to visit you on your special day and you will see from up above that we are all thinking of you. This is the time of year everyone of us come together as a family to celabrate your favourite time of the year.we all love and miss you, hope we can do a little justice for you on november the 5th.love and miss you bro.hugs and kisses blown from my lips to up above where you are looking down upon us all.XXXXXXXX Close
hey daddy / Stacie Baldwin (his big girl )
hey daddy i just want to say that i miss you so much and i wish you could be here so much has happened i have been working at runnymead hotle on fridays and i have been tryin to get into collage i just want to know if your proud of me but i bet your not i wish you could come bk mum is doin a really good job i just wish you was here to help her I MISS YOU SO MUCH I TRY TO FIND MY PAIN BUT I CARNT I NEED TO LET IT OUT Y DID YOU HAVE TO LEAVE US I WISH I COULD BE WITH YOU XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX I MISS YOU SO MUCH JST CME SEE ME IN MY DREAMS ADN GIVE ME A HUG IN MY BED I LOVE YOUU SOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXX XXXXXX XXXXX XXX XX X Close
hey daddy / Stacie Baldwin (his big girl )
hey daddy i just want to say that i miss you so much and i wish you could be here so much has happened i have been working at runnymead hotle on fridays and i have been tryin to get into collage i just want to know if your proud of me but i bet your not i wish you could come bk mum is doin a really good job i just wish you was here to help her I MISS YOU SO MUCH I TRY TO FIND MY PAIN BUT I CARNT I NEED TO LET IT OUT Y DID YOU HAVE TO LEAVE US I WISH I COULD BE WITH YOU XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX I MISS YOU SO MUCH JST CME SEE ME IN MY DREAMS ADN GIVE ME A HUG IN MY BED I LOVE YOUU SOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXX XXXXXX XXXXX XXX XX X Close
[x] Missin Yew Crazy [x] / [x] Jade [x] [x] Baldwin [x] ([x] Niece [x] )
Ellow, how you doing been missing you i dunno where to start lol. theres loads to say right im gonna start im 13 now n i carnt believe i was only ten when it happend but it seems like yesterday you know lois she used to see you with me every one was around ours for a lil get together and then i was in front room wid ging lois and all the doors went and it was a sunny not windy day 3 mins later got a call from aunty emma and uncle dean jeffrys had an accident mum went white, she goes how bad aunty emma didnt wanna say she asked were it was rushed down there heard you kept fighting, until you thought what you might be like if you pulled through. Well like i have told you before you treat me and jack like your own for a whole year stacie was at this party the other day she looked like a stunnah, she is your daughter n e ways. I remember that whole year im lucky i got to speand a whole year wid you i miss you and i will allways remember the times we were together like going to shop and nursery and sam she never had a bf like u probz but every one will remember you nanny omg she looks well and her new teeth lol i will write you a new message soon now we got new comp and phone and all that lol mums got new bf n everything got new brother frankie he looks like you sum times sorry bout all this writing lol she you might see it and think omg im not reading all that but i love you and everyone would be so different if you were here the family was more together and cameron he is a lil you i see him and bets other day and what little stunnah's mum said you wished for a lil girl like me and you got bets lol she pretty little thing you dont know what your missing but we all know were missing you i love you forever and ever and ever and ever i have loads n loads to say but i think i have wrote enough i save all the other memories for the next time i think and say yeah uncle jeffs website i need to write n it i love u! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxx xxx x Close
soon to be mrs's Pye / Sarah Baldwin (little sister )
Hi there there the bestes brother in the world, well 3 years have past and im missing you like crazy. You was like my dad i looked up to you.i remember when i used to ride around on my bike trying to find you,wanting to be with you all the time,you use to tell me to go away but i would not listen. I wonder what happends when you die because the day when i was told you was gone it didnt seem possible the pain i felt was pain i never ever felt before,that pain will never leave me jeffro. I have a new son now his name is Frank he is very handsome (of corse) lol. jade is 13 now jack is 12 arthur is 8 and i also have a step son who is Alfie who is 7. Jeff i will see you again i hope ,come and see me in my dreams or show me some sighn that you are ok.Mum misses you big time and she hopes you can give her a sighn. xxxx 4 you my bro miss you allways . your little sister sarah xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Had another dream...... / Natalie Hall
Hi Jeff, had another dream about you last night, once again it felt so real, we were all at the caravan in Pagham.......I woke up feeling so sad that you are not here anymore, really miss you, Joe still has not got over losing such a great mate and still talks about your fishing adventures he he.......we were walking around Great Windsor Park this week and he mentioned when you were fishing there one night and how you both were really scared of the noises in the bushes he he! Just wanted to let you know that we are always thinking of you Jeff......Love Natalie xxx Close
why do i keep going over it time and time again / Jayne Roberts (sister)Read >>
why do i keep going over it time and time again / Jayne Roberts (sister) Oh Jeff,lately i keep going over that awful night.I really thought you were gonna make it.I never thought i would ever loss my little brother.We all take life for granted,oh how i wish id done things differently,Gone for that cup of tea when Lee said "lets go see your brother".GRRRRRRRRRRR im so angry i didnt. On that night all i have ringing threw my ears is the screams coming from Sarah.it`s all a bit muddled up Jeff not sure what happened next but i know when i heard the news that you didnt make it i collapsed to the floor and i threw up.I know i rang dad on his 4 hour drive to be at your beside i asked him were he was he said "on the motor way", i asked him to pull over but he said "no i`ll be there soon i wont be long"i asked him again to pull over and all he said was "why" i said "he`s gone dad" "nar," Dad said "nar," i then handed the phone to Dean and he told Dad "it`s true dad he`s gone" tears just poored from deans face,ive never seen my big brother cry, well not since harry his little boy died. Then dad arrived and dean and dad just threw there arms round each other,so much emotion,so much love between father and son, Dad went to the toilet then dean and me and lee took my dad to see his son.he opened the door and came back out and said where is he,Dean and i pointed to Jeff and said he`s there dad.Dad went in and within a few seconds dad came out and said thats not my son and dean just threw his arms round dad.God it just plays over and over again in my head. Jeff i love you soo much just remember that.always and forever.Close
Dads party / Jayne Roberts (sister)
Hi Jeff,you should really be at dads 60th party today he`s come all the way from Devon for this.Dean,me,sarah are going to be there Darren cant make it neither can Dawn which is a shame.But you never had a choice youve been took from us all.Grandad cant be there either cos he`s in hospital.but nan will and so will Dads own brothers and sister.Just do me one favour give dad some kind of sign that your there or even pay him a visit like you have done,you know the one i mean,the one where you know your not alive but you reasure me that everything is ok.that would be the best present dad could one.Anyway been to see you today your resting place looks really pretty,i think mums been the again and put loads of flowers down.awwwwwwwww bless.anyway love you bruv fink of you everyday if only for a few minutes some days but it is everyday.bye fa now.come visit me.hugs and kisses.xxxxx Close
going to see dad / Jayne Roberts (sister)
Hi lil bro,Off to see Dad in the morning.God i miss you.I hope you will be with us when we are there.Lewis was saying youve been chatting to him bout Harley.He reminds me so much of you Jeff,proper wind up.tease tease tease all the time.He`s a bully Jeff,a right bully.reckon youve climbed into me little boy.hahahaha.anyway be seeing you.love ya Jeff.Be good.loads of kisses and millions of love ((((((((((((((((((XXXXXXXXXXXXXX))))))))))))))))))Close
missing you!!! / Kelly Patterson (niece)
hello uncle jeffrey!!!
ahhhh dear thought alot about you today!!!.....i had a dream last night that you were back...with us....there the worst cause they seem so real....i wake up and think i can cum see you but then reality kicks in..... anyway..........jus thought id let you know.....im havin a little boy!!! only got 12 weeks left to go now...jus startin to think bout the labour.......and im gettin scared!!!!mum got me a locket necklass with a lock of your hair in im gunna wear it when the big day cums...im hopin ull help me out a bit!!! anyway its gettin late jus want you to know im thinkin of you and missin you more everyday....it never gets any easier..... i love you so much x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x Close
This Year! / Dean Baldwin (Brother)
Jeff, This was the year we were talking about going to the TT. There is always something happening that reminds me of you. Silly things like a song or a passing car that you owned. I remember your Rs Turbo with white irredescent paint, Your huge albino Python that scared me to death, But didnt show it, that small scar on your right hand on your knuckle. Funny things that you remember. Thats whats life is all about. It's the memories that you have of your lost loved one's that mean everything. You live on in the hearts and minds of so many people, Just look at this site. Your Birthday in a week mate, Not that we need another reason to think about you. Lots of Love Deanxx Close
3 years !!!!!!!!!!!! / Jayne Roberts (sister)Read >>
3 years !!!!!!!!!!!! / Jayne Roberts (sister)
A father,a son,a baby brother,An uncle,one of three boys,one of the three youngest,one of six, Who am i talking about,YOU JEFF!!!!!! Gone,gone forever from our life time.only memories of you i have to think of.some good,some bad, some funny some sad.But what id give to have you here to show you what youve been missing out on.I can only justify you gone by thinking your better off out of this hell hole of a place called earth.I know your up there with that massive grin of yours giggerling away thinking dont worrie matey`s youle be seeing me again someday and when that time comes it will be for eternity and youle start doing that shitty hummin noise to get on my nerves than you will start slapping my forhead time and time again and if that dont work you will start repeating every single bloody word i say,every single bloody word i say so i so i loose my loose my bloody bloody temper temper with you with you hahahahahaha. I LOVE YOU JEFF FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER!!!!!! Close
Missing You / Emma Johnson (Sister In Law )Read >>
Missing You / Emma Johnson (Sister In Law )
Hi Jeff , Well tomorrow it will be 3 years since you left us , only feels like yesterday and still hurts just as much . Not a day goes past that Dean and i don't talk about you and everyday you are in our thoughts. I know that your brother misses you so much and now that the weather has changed he talks about what you and him would have been up to and the holidays that we all would have gone on. We see alot of Beth and Cam you would be so proud of them. Stacey's all grown up .I don't write on here to often getting a bit upset so i'm gonna go, love you always we all do. love from Emma , Dean, Lauren,Taylor, Charley, Hope, freya Baldwin. xxxxxx
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My love for you my little kid bruva,it will never ever leave my heart my mind and my soul!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! loving you forever and kisses sent to you up above.xxxx
Oh Jeff,lately i keep going over that awful night.I really thought you were gonna make it.I never thought i would ever loss my little brother.We all take life for granted,oh how i wish id done things differently,Gone for that cup of tea when Lee said "lets go see your brother".GRRRRRRRRRRR im so angry i didnt.
.......and im gettin scared!!!!mum got me a locket necklass with a lock of your hair in im gunna wear it when the big day cums...im hopin ull help me out a bit!!!
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