your gunna be a great uncle!!!! / Kelly Patterson (Neice)Read >>
your gunna be a great uncle!!!! / Kelly Patterson (Neice)
ello uncle jeff.... well im sure you already know but...ur gunna be a great uncle!!!...im 19 weeks now....find out if its a boy or a girl in 3 weeks!!! my belly is massive already if you were here ude be rippin me to bits hehehe!! such a shame ur not gunna be here but ill make sure my baby knows what a wonderful man you were n wat a huge part of our family you were. i hope your not dissapointed in me....im sure your not!! i will make something of myself...jus started a new job n its goin really well... but anyway im gunna be off now.... i miss you so much uncle jeff not a day gos by with out you in my thoughts n heart!!!! I love you so much. x x x x kelly x x x x x
was thinking when... / Naomi Adams (Old friend )Read >>
was thinking when... / Naomi Adams (Old friend )
...I used to live in the green all those years ago now and the things that we did or shouldn't of done!! It was wrong but felt good and it still brings a smile to my heart. I don't think i've ever had another secret love like that ever since you. I wish i'd kept in contact with you because you were a great mate too. Did you ever wonder what i was up to when i left,'cos i always wondered how much mischief we'd be up to if i was still around!! Why did we stop talking? I'm sorry if it was me. I missed your company. You were bloody gorgeous too!! God always takes the best, god can be such a git sometimes.
I promise that i will come and visit you.
Keep watching your family Jeff, They all really miss you.
just to say / Jayne Roberts (sister) Hi Jeff, Been ta visit you again today.It`s funny really but i have to visit you at ya resting place at least twice a week,not cos im obsessed but cos i have this funny notion that your watching me go there and that you seeing me there reasures you that youve not been forgotton.Same as me posting on your site all the time,it`s not cos im ossessed it`s cos im just letting you know that im thinking of you and silly as it may seem it just feels like this is my place to come and say what i have to say to you cos i know your gonna see it. I hope you gave Nanna vi a big hug and a kiss from me.still feels strange that nanna`s gone but i guess it comes to us all one day. Oh Jeff do you know what life has never been the same since you left us.I could kick myself sometimes for not seeing you more when you was alive. I lay in bed some nights thinking about the last time i saw you,i so wish i didnt see you i would have preffered it if i just saw you when you had just passed you looked asleep and at peace but in the chapel you looked awful just awful. I so hope and pray i will get to see you again some day.I love you Jeff keep us all safe.hugs and kisses.Close
Why us dad why do we have to go through this pain? it like looking for a rainbow when there is no rain Daddy im going to miss you you've always been here you've madew me laugh and smile Thank you so much daddy you gone to a better place i just wish you could stick around so i could see your face and now your gone daddy i just dont know what do do i miss seeing your face i miss seeing you we had so many cards daddy to show they cared and loved you but no1 loves you as much as i do i really love you daddy please don't foget that i so i hope you rest in peace daddy i really love you never forget me dad because i'll never forget you i love you so much XXXXXXXXXXXXXX
hey/ Stacie Baldwin (his oldest girl )
hey daddy i am so upset coz of wat mum write every little girl needs a daddy but sum of us get them taken away some dont get them i will see you again one day i hope im doin you proud of me and i hope you think i am pretty i love you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxx xxxx xx Close
So sorry / Marsha Christian (mom of Angel Derrick Rowe )Read >>
So sorry / Marsha Christian (mom of Angel Derrick Rowe ) Just wanted you to know I was thinking about you all today. God Bless YouClose
miss you / Mel Fuller (ex misses )
so much going in on in my life at the moment and your the one person who i need to talk to.nobody else could understand me at the moment like u could.staceys still a gobby cow but u would be so proud of her jeff.shes so pretty and always has the boys after her.she has your lips.think you would be chasing the boys away!shes doing great at college too.i hate the fact that u carnt teach her to drive or walk her down the asle some day.i look forward to seeing u again one day i know i will.keep watching us.mel x x x x x Close
hey/ Stacie Baldwin (lil girl )
hey dad happy new year and i love you not a long one just to say i love you and miss you Close
happy new year / Dad And Mary Baldwin (dad)Read >>
happy new year / Dad And Mary Baldwin (dad)
Dad still cant visit this site.he will have a glimps of it from time to time but cannot bring himself to add any memories of Jeff as yet. Jeff you where Dads little chocolate soldier.you where someone that dad admired and loved with all his heart.Jeff you became close to dad and dad will be thankful that you were so close.you learnt dads trade which im sure he was really proud of and i know dad feels his heart has become broken since you left him.Be sure that dad loves you and in time im sure dad will have so many things he would want to write about you that there wouldn`t be enough time in the day.Happy new year love always Dad and mary
Happy new year. / Mum And Bob Stevens (mum)Read >>
Happy new year. / Mum And Bob Stevens (mum)
Mum to this day still finds it too difficult to visit Her little boys web site.Although they did not always see eye to eye mum feels she cannot carry on with her life with out you.You used to cling to mums trouser leg when she went to the toilet.she could not go anywhere without you.But as you grew older you grew more and more into an independant young man.Although mum never had the chance to tell you when you where here she would want you to know she loves and misses you to the degree that the pain is so unbearable. "happy new year Jeffrey" love always Mum and Bob.
happy new year! / Jayne Roberts (sister) "HAPPY NEW YEAR LITTLE BRUV" HOPE YOU HAVE FUN WHERE EVER YOU ARE.I`LL BE THINKING OF YOU EVERY DAY OF THE YEAR! ONLY WISHED YOU WHERE HERE. LOVE YOU MILLIONS JEFF.
in the attic / Jayne Roberts (sister)
Hi Jeff,was in the attic at the weekend sorting it out,thought it needed a good clean out.I found a birthday card up there from you to me,proberbly the only one you ever sent me.to see your hand writting i found quite hard.God why did you have to die.We were surposed to die of old age.not die at 31.A part of a all of us died the day you did.(A BRICK,OUR BACK BONE HAS LEFT US HERE TO FEND FOR OURSELVES.)Not quite what i thought our future as brothers and sisters would end up like.And then theres dad.his heart has been broken by your death they have tried to fix it but he`s still having problems with it.i dont think it will be right ever again.Then there`s mum.......I believe if she could have turned the clock back she would never have stuck her nose up at you the day you waved to her from your front garden,she has to wave now every time she drives past your house.only good thing is though Jeff she keeps tight to her heart the conversation you and she had just half hour before you were killed.It`s true Jeff what they say.Lifes a bitch then you die.I aint dreampt about you in ages It`s doing my nut in.come and see me jeff.Yeah i surpose ya right i would be scared if you appeared right there in front of me but if you came in my dreams like you have in the past i would be more the happy.anyway jeffro love ya tones and tones.Think of you everyday.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx((XXXXX))) Close
Saw this n thought of you!!! / Kelly Patterson (big neice )Read >>
Saw this n thought of you!!! / Kelly Patterson (big neice )
Last night I had a crazy dream A wish was granted just for me It could be for anything I didn’t ask for money Or a mansion in malibu I simply wished, for one more day with you
One more day One more time One more sunset, maybe I’d be satisfied But then again I know what it would do Leave me wishing still, for one more day with you
First thing I’d do, is pray for time to crawl Then I’d unplug the telephone And keep the tv off I’d hold you every second Say a million I love you’s That’s what I’d do, with one more day with you
Leave me wishing still, for one more day Leave me wishing still, for one more day
missin you every day my uncle jeff!!!hope you enjoyed your firework look after us all......i love you sososososososososooo much x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x Close
hope you saw ya firework / Jayne Roberts (sister)Read >>
hope you saw ya firework / Jayne Roberts (sister)
Hi jeff,hope you saw ya firework tonight from up there in the sky.Must be a whole different scene from up there looking down at us all looking up into the dark sky.Hope it did you proud jeff. here is jsut a few of the names that i can remember seeing there tonight.Mum,Dad on the other end of the phone to Dean whilst dads in the hospital, Dean,Emma,Lauren,Taylor,Charlie,Hope,Frayer,Jayne,Lee,Kelly,Shannon,Billie,Ebonr,Milliecent,Mckenzie,Harley,Dawn,Dan,Dean,George,Brandon,Sarah,Jade,Jack,Arthur,Franky,Mel,Stacey,jordan,Cain,Donna,Alfie,Steve,Daniel and proberbly a few people i left off. Love you loads bruv.XXXXXXX
was that a sign you just gave me? / Jayne Roberts (sister)Read >>
was that a sign you just gave me? / Jayne Roberts (sister)
Jeff was that a sign you just gave me?,No more then half hour ago i lit a candle for you asking you to have a word with the almighty up there and tell him dad aint ready to join you yet,not for a long time anyway.All of a sudden your picture fell off the wall,whats going on Jeff thats the 2nd time this week it`s happened.I even moved the picture to a different place just in case the place id put it wasnt safe enough i.e one of my children might knock it off.but dame me it bloody done it again tonight.Is it a sign saying Dads gonna be ok or are you saying that you wonna have Dad there with you.I know you miss Dad Jeff but it`s been hard enough having to live with the loss of you,i dont think i could cope if anything happened to Dad.So if that was you just giving me a sign to say dads gonna be ok then ya gonna have to give me more then knocking ya picture off the wall.Come on bruv,i dont know.You once came to me in my dream and in my dream you told me you was ok,i knew you was dead in my dream and you knew you was dead too,so maybe you could come see me tonight and let me know Dads gonna be ok.Anyway love you little bruv and if ya come see me tonight in my dream i shall be grinning from ear to ear.just like this. night Jeff.xxxxx
dont think we not thinking of you jeff cos youle always be thought of. / Jayne Roberts (sister)Read >>
dont think we not thinking of you jeff cos youle always be thought of. / Jayne Roberts (sister)
Hi Jeff,dont think cos your not here with us that we dont think about you,there`s not a day goes by that your not in my mind. Its your favourite day soon Jeff "FIREWORKS NIGHT"! Dean is getting the money sorted so we can do our special treat for you.Mum thinks we should stop doing it for you now cos it`s not fair on your neibours,how could we stop doing it,it`s your favouite time of the year and it would feel wrong not to do it.You would spend hundres of pounds just so you could have the best fire works.Shame your not here jeff so your children could see just how excited you get this time of the year.I remember one year when you and sam was living with me you took out all the gun powder out of the fireworks and made a reel neet pile then you laid some more gun powder down in a line coming off the big pile,you tried to light it from the line of gun powder you had made but the bloody thing just would not light.so you being you put a match in the center of the gun powder pile and it almost blew your hand and face off.you were in so much pain jeff your hand was so badley burnt. God i miss you!! Why is life so cruel.There`s always if only`s and what if`s .I was only saying to mum yesterday that i think i`ve been ok recently,not crying and that but ya know Jeff be nice if you could come and see me some time.I get my signs from time to time but hay they all could have a logical explanation it`s just me hopeing i guess. Thanks for looking after dad for us.He`s had his heart operation and fingers crossed he`s on his way home today.Anyway bruv im woofling so i guess i should let ya go.I love you with all of my heart lil bro.stay strong and come see me some time.XXXXX