Uncle Jeff / Shannon Warren (niece)
hi ya uncle jeff ..... i just wanted to drop a line or 2 . basicly i just wanted to tell u how much i love u and how much i miss you .although i dont remember the last time i ever saw ya i do remember the silly things u used to do and when we wasnt good for mum and she used to say i will get uncle jeff around and we would run up stairs. if we was naughty when you was around you used to put your hand on my left shoulder and tell me to go up stairs and i used to cry like you hadsmacked me hard but you would never hurt any of your family !!!...... i do wish you never went out that day on your bike cause maybeyou could have still been here and you would have seen your great nephew and get to hold him and see all of us again . if i had one wish it would be to bring you back even if it was for one day so we can all talk to you and you can get to know us again and all the family can cuddle and kiss you !!! nan and grandad would never let you go !!! x
i do still think about you and at night when i am down the fields i look at the stars and the biggest one i see i say that that is my uncle jeffs star ! mr wilson still talks to me about you and he told me once that you came into school andMr Wilson and some other man was with him and you said sir look at this and you opened your blazer and you had a snake wraped round your waste and Mr Wilsons mate ran away x but that is only one story he had told me . he has got pic of you when you was little and in the army .
i climbed mount snowdon a couple of months ago it was really good i got a dvd of us climbing up it and i even got my 1st medal . i bet you had loads of those .
any way uncle jeff i love you with all my heart no matter were u are !!!! love ya xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx for eva and always xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Close
well dad i dont know what to say i just wantd to talk to you! (well message you) just sat at home listin to haven and lookin at your pics and started crying i really miss you. i just want to talk to you in person but this is all i can do and i get so angrey coz i love you so musch and miss you more and more every day.
i just got a new job at a nusery. my birthday soon and im goin 17 ALREADY lol!
mum were do i start i been hurting her so much lately by i just dont know what she wants from me coz she never talks to me about it. we always row and i hate it co i love her so much and i hate hurting her. i also get scared that you will take her up there away from me. i love her but i dont know what to do coz im makin her unhappy and i dont like seeing it.
bethand and cam well they are so big, and so like you like we all are with are lips and noses and shape eyes my eyes are goin to your colour now. the kids are so cute and wen i see them i see you i love bein with them they always ask me about you and me sam sit there talkin about you with them. dan always talks to me about you he is really good with them kids and you should behappy that they got him and no one horriable.
i dont know why i talk to this computer like its u but its the only thing that i can do
Christmas time / Jayne Roberts (Big sister )Read >>
Christmas time / Jayne Roberts (Big sister )
Ello lil Bruv,
It`s that time of year that we all sit down and chat about the good old days,christmas time all together as kids.Oh how i have such good memories of that.You was pretty laid back at christmas.One of the last ones to get out of bed and when you did finaly get out of bed you were so unlike the rest of us.We would rip our presents open and wait patiently for the next to be past to us.But you,you would sit there and take ya time opening yours.careful not to rip the paper and you would even save some of ya presents to open later.All ya games would be left in there sellerfane wrapers and wouldn`t get played with for months. I can just picture you sat there in the single arm chair in the front room of mum and dads house.longish hair,you look about,i dunno 10,11.Oh how i miss you.
My kid bruva who had it all,3 kids a beautiful mrs who you loved with all ya heart even though you didnt show her just how much you did love her.When things went wrong with you and Sam i saw the heart ache and pain you went through.The weight you lost and the tears you shed because you didnt want to loose her. And you Jeff was a silly fool,driving that bike far too fast that it had to end your young life.You and Sam seemed to be on track that it was all took away.
I love you Jeff and i will always cherish the memories i have of you,good and bad.Love you always lil broxxxxx
just at auntie Jaynes so fort i would write you a little message to say hi and so u know im thinking about you
so whats been going on down here well im now at college its so good and im doing really well and working so hard to get better grades. im also work in La Senza its a underwear shop dont take the piss lol. Mum misses you so much!!! Been to see nan lodz lately she always talks about you! and says you wouldnt like me smoking lol
firework night coming soon your fav time of the year so we all got you a firework and well let it of for you as normal.
auntie Jayne has showed me all these little childrens websites and i hope your looking after them!!
bethany and cam are so funny every time i see them they jump on me i go home with a big head ace but i love seeing them. i got there chirstmas presants the other day spent to much money.
hope your ok and looking after everyone look over all of us so nothink happens to us miss you more then words can say but for the time ill have to tell you on here how much i miss you. when i see you up there im going to have a big go at you for leaving us!!!!!! i know it wasnt your fault.
just at auntie Jaynes so fort i would write you a little message to say hi and so u know im thinking about you
so whats been going on down here well im now at college its so good and im doing really well and working so hard to get better grades. im also work in La Senza its a underwear shop dont take the piss lol. Mum misses you so much!!! Been to see nan lodz lately she always talks about you! and says you wouldnt like me smoking lol
firework night coming soon your fav time of the year so we all got you a firework and well let it of for you as normal.
auntie Jayne has showed me all these little childrens websites and i hope your looking after them!!
bethany and cam are so funny every time i see them they jump on me i go home with a big head ace but i love seeing them. i got there chirstmas presants the other day spent to much money.
hope your ok and looking after everyone look over all of us so nothink happens to us miss you more then words can say but for the time ill have to tell you on here how much i miss you. when i see you up there im going to have a big go at you for leaving us!!!!!! i know it wasnt your fault.
Been chatting about ya!! / Jayne Roberts (sister)Read >>
Been chatting about ya!! / Jayne Roberts (sister)
Ello lil Bruv,Dawn and i have been chatting heeps about you lately,how you were such a good fella to go to for advice,even though you prob got sick of all of us coming to you with all our probs.
My two youngest children,McKenzie and Harley,could so do with your guidance.They are so naughty.Shannon was saying to me "mum if uncle Jeff was here he would sort them out,member when you used to say if you dont be good i`ll get uncle Jeff to come up and sort you out.We used to brick it mum"i told Dad there were a number of occastions when you would come up and sort the kids out.all you would do is get your finger and thumb on the top of there arms and gently walk them to the sofa and sit them down and say in a very calm and quiet voice "now sit there and dont move" and they would`nt move.i said to dad what did Jeff have that i dont lol Dad said you just had that look about you that would shit the life outta anyone no matter how calm you were lmao.Love you jeff talk soon.xxxxx
Jeff it`s so hard. / Jayne Roberts (sister)Read >>
Jeff it`s so hard. / Jayne Roberts (sister) Jeff it`s so hard at the mo,Lewis has bought himself an Aprilia 125,I know it`s a smaller Aprilia then yours but all the memories come flooding back.He pulled off the path today and from behind i would have thought it was you.I just cant stop these tears and there coming from the pit of my gutts.He got the bike yesterday and you were killed 4 years ago tomorrow.God it`s hard,fuckin hard.I cant type anymore at the mo it`s just too difficult to focus on you cos at the mo i cant stop thinking about Lewis (LOOPY)the nick name you gave him when he was a kid.Love you soo much Jeff always and forever XXXXXXXXXClose
only me again jst to leave a little message to say that im still think bout you!!!! well as you know if your watching over me that i have left school now we had posh day it was great we went to school from 8.25am till 11.30 then went out for a meal it was great lots of tears. lol i bet you was think stop sniverling i carnt spell lol o well lol. it was great i just have to go back to do my exams i have had two and i feel they went very well. I got my prom 27 June carnt wait kelly is doin my hair and make up it looks really good she tryed it out the other day my grandad got my dress £189pound lol its lovely mum got me my shoes nail tan and everythink else. the only one think thats missing is one think we carnt by and thats you!!!!!!! i know youll be there but i want to be able to see your face and hear your voice wat you would say!!!!! u would be like you tart lol
well i start collage in september i carnt wait when i leave there im goin to leave in spain i dont want to be in england no more it crap sorry for swearing.
Went to see nan the other day the first think she sed to me was your growing up to fast then she sed your dad thinks so i laughted. :) i was there for about an hour and she was saying i look like kelly and she sed that she got you same new flowers. i sed that will cost alot of money she sed she dont care!!!!! grandad makes her so happy :) i also went to see auntie jayne and she was listen to this song on here and i sed why is this on here she sed it was played at your funral i really carnt spell.
Its been 4 years nearly people sed it would get easyier and they were right but the times when i need you and when i want to hear you its so hard i jst want to hear you one last time i forgot wat you sound like how bad is that i feel really bad for forgetin wat u sound like i miss how u use to make me laugh. i try not to cry when im on here thats y im not on here alot because i know this is the only way i can talk to you. i carnt wait to meet you up there again. please come see me on prom. i feel so stuipid crying i try to not cry so mum dont see coz shell cry. i hate that. i hope im makin you proud with school and life.
auntie jayne said that she talks to you on here as she would if you were still here so i sed i feel like a dive and i do sitin here cry this is why i only do a message ever so offten coz i carnt cry as much as i would like to write on here.kelly was reading her pom that she done and put on here and when it got to the part about the kids i wanted to cry hit sed"His kids call his name and ask him to come they don't understand what you've gone and done they don't understand that he aint cumin home are you gonna be there when they're feeling alone?" and its so true
i love you so so so so so much i carnt say enough watch over us allll love ya and miss you more then life it self you bigggg baby stacie XXXXXXXX
Jeff with his doves / Jayne Roberts (sister)Read >>
Jeff with his doves / Jayne Roberts (sister) Close
This picture goes everywhere with mum. / Jayne Roberts (sister)Read >>
This picture goes everywhere with mum. / Jayne Roberts (sister) Close
Your ears must be burning Jeff / Jayne Roberts (Big sister )Read >>
Your ears must be burning Jeff / Jayne Roberts (Big sister )
Hi Jeff,your ears must be burning like crazy.........Ive been talking about you all day today in fact you have been the topic of coversation for the past couple of weeks.Lewis had a dream about you last week,it upset him a bit but if it was you visiting him in his dreams then thank you cos i think thats what we all would like to have.......a little time with you in our dreams.Mum is sure you went to see her last week too it made her scream it scared the living day lights out of her.Dad and i had a short chat about you i asked him if he`s had any dreams of you but ta be honest Jeff, dad still finds it hard to talk about you and anything to do with the day you went and became an angel with wings.Sue and me were having a chin wag about you and tonight Kelly Danielle and i were talking about you.Jeff where ever you are and what ever your doing know that we all love you and not a moment not even a second goes by that your not thought about.
When we fall out with our brothers and sisters you know that their there.You know that there is time to sort things out with them.but with you it`s final well at least till it`s my time to die.
Anyway saw (((((Stacey)))) said like that cos she`s changed the way you and Mel spelt it.......Well she`s all grown up and as pretty as a picture.Bets is having her hair done by Kelly soon and Kelly is totaly made up that Sam has asked Kelly to do her hair.
OH and i took Josh your great nephew up to see you at your resting place. Anyway better go i spose.Love ya lil bruv byeeeeeeeee fa now ((XX))
Death is that state in which one exists only in the memory of others.... Which is why it is not an end, no goodbyes, just good memories.... I miss you my friend. My thoughts to all your family & friends. xxxx
just a quick one to say hi and i hope your ok up there i was round my anutie steph's the other day and her step mum done my tarot cards. It said that i should go to a mediun coz sameone wants to talk to me i hope its u.
its my birthday on saturday sweet 16 yer right lol i went round sam's on monday and went swiming with her and the kids it was really fun i loved it she is goin great with them she gave me my birthday persent it was a ring that u go her when you first got together its lovely. i dont know if i should wear it coz i dont want to lose it.Mum is takin me out for my birthday we goin for a meal then goin to watch a film goin to be really good. leave scholl soon going prom shopping on the 5th of april mum's dad buying it coz your not here or i would of got you to take me shopping lol. anyways i got to go coz im in science and im doin my coursework and this at the same time lol
wish you could see me now so i know if you proud at me or not and i would probley would be taller then you now lol XXXXXXXX love you so much XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
You would not believe the problems ive had Jeff / Jayne Roberts (sister)Read >>
You would not believe the problems ive had Jeff / Jayne Roberts (sister)
All bloody night ive been trying to add some new pictures of you but i just cant do it.There is pictures of you and Dawn at Englefield Green first school and one of you and Dawn at St Judes and one of You and Dan at thorpe park on the roller coaster ride in 1999 and one of all of us at Great Granddads on boxing day and finaly one of you and little Bets when Bets was a baby.I`ll try again tomorrow with a bit of luck i`ll be able to do it.I just thought it would be nice to get as many pictures of you as possible so that all your family will see who and what you looked like as you grew older.GRRRRRRRR im so bloody annoyed there such nice pics.
Anyway spose i better go it`s now 10 at night and im looking after me hubby at the mo cos he`s poorly.went to see you today (well your resting place) soon have some nice fresh flowers up there now the weather is getting warmer.love you loads little bruv,be good.xxxxxxxxxxxx
hey dad hope you ok up there and are watching all of us. you were and still are the best daddy there is no way to be a good dad but lots of ways to be a good one.don't know were to start i not been on here in long but it dont mean im not thinking about you because i never stop thinking about you!!!! i love you so much and miss you more and more everyday it gets so hard but i hope i dont have to wait long to see you again. well..... my prom is june 27th hope youll be there and you will show in one of the pics and i done my mocks they were a little bit bad sorry.but i got in to collage to do lesuire and toursim, spainish, sing laugnage, english and maths so i hope you happy bout that. My brothers are big kanes massive and jordan tall and thin lol bethany is a looker and so cam i go swimming with them on saturdays there really good sam done well. so has my mum she work 9 till 5 and loves it kelly is doin well with josh. mum misses you we still got lots of pics of you.. ill never forget you u was great i remeber when u toke me to the carvan site and sed that there was a singer over the road and i loved him you sed u would bye me a cd and i can get it sined and it wasnt him lol i miss your dinners and your cheeky smile people say i look like you lol you should meet my mates there made but there great they all listen to me talkin about you lol they are always there i wish i could talk to you about boys you sed i was not aloud to go out with boys or wear make up i carnt help wearin it the girl say to me i look better with out it i think there liein to be nice lol i jst want you to remeber ill never forget you you was the best and still are dont ever forget about me XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
My greatest memory was the old days. Firework night, you all came to our house, 'Huntingfield Way', we had pet rabbits which attracted mice. My dad, let one out of a trap and everyone panicked and ran about, Jeffrey also, but unfortunately with all the jumping around he stood on it. So much for using a trap that didn't kill them.
Cruel, but hilarious at the time.
Hadn't seen you for years, but think of you often.
Unfortunate curumstances, but great to see everyone recently at Grandad's funeral.
yet more memories / Jayne Roberts (sister)
You and sam were stopping at my house and one evening near fireworks night you discided to empty all the gun powder out off a load of fireworks.you placed the gun powder in a nice neat mound on the back door step and then made a line of gun powder coming off it.You struck a match at the end of the line of gun powder expecting it to ignite but it didn`t. You tried and tried but it still would not ignite so you discided to put a match in the center of the mound.There was a big puff,couldn`t even call it a bang and the next thing we knew your hand was a right mess you had badley burnt your hand. Jeff you did do some silly things didn`t you.Luckerly your hand recovered im not sure if you went to hospital but your hand was so badley burnt. Close
Memories/ Sam Hall
I finally sat down to watch an old home movie yesterday. It was February 2002 and Cameron was born. I had forgotten just how much you doted on Bethany and Cameron, just how proud you were of them and how much you loved them. As Beth was that much older you spent a lot of time with her, every 5 mins saying you loved her and asking her for a kiss. We have it all on film and i cant wait to sit the kids down to watch this when they are a bit older. There was one bit of you filming bets, she had your spanners out on the floor trying to put them on all of her toes and you were asking her to sing "horsey horsey dont you stop" from the Tweenies as it was her favorite, it was so funny. The ending should be "giddy up were homeward bound" but you changed it so she would sing "giddy up you f****g t***r but she would not say it, 25 mins of film later and threatening to take the spanners off her, she finally said it. I no its wrong to make a kid swear and all that but its just so funny i havent laughed so much in ages - i had forgotten but it all came back. That was so you! I have film from 2000 when bets was born every month almost up until the month of your accident. All those memories me and the kids can watch over and over when i finally get them all on DVD, xmas, birthdays, parties holidays..... we all miss you so much still, hope you are getting on ok where you are. Beth has her Holy Communion of all days on 8th June - is this a good or a bad sign.....i cant work it out????? Close
missin you x x / Kelly Patterson (neice)
hello uncle jeff...just want to wish you a merry christmas and a happy new year....
theres a line in the song the living years that was played at your funeral.."i thought i heard your echo in my babies new born tears" ...rings true now...im sure you got me through my labour.... i'll make sure my lil man knows what an amazing man you were.... missing you every day uncle jeff....love you always x x x x
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